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Nightmare as an adult

  hi...  it's been a while actually Rara said she's appreciate my mini blog so, i decide to write again today..... Nightmare I suddenly woke up with a chaotic feeling My mind was full of messy movie recaps. my heart was beating fast I thought it was okay, maybe it was just a nightmare But there's no nightmare that I don't remember after waking up. I'm a good reminder. I cast many spells to calm my soul. so many that I almost vomited It didn't work. I thought back to the things that made me feel like this before. What is there? rather than excessive worry  this is more like fear afraid of being alone afraid of being cold Actually, this is not what I meant but in fact, I was indeed alone and cold because I'm in my boarding room with a low air conditioning temperature then I sorted my memories back to my childhood a time when I often had long nightmares it was always long, because I refused to wake up I was too curious about what would happen in my dream withou...